grumbling

i know i was trouble
with my own thinking

when i think about it
somehow i start to cry

it was embarassing
selfish of mind

happy birthday
wish me all the best
never give up
trying and trying
crying and smile
live my life fullest
laughing
work hard
love myself
more religius
don't be selfish
give warm
cherish my friend
find best friend
graduate
working
happiest person
learn from past event
give all i have
smile and laugh
find what i want do
make my parent proud
myself proud
don't wasting time
use time wisely
energic
no cry in front of other
just happy
just smile
think simple
got big effect
trusted person
have courage
never regret
move forward
look forward
but sometime look back
but don't trap in past
life for today
dream for tomorrow
memory for yesterday
chose my path, myself
break the obstacle
i can do it
yup, it is me