long term

now, i have been calm down
and i think i havent done much in my life
so i was thinking
what should i do next

i realize
after long year have passed
i never have a long term plan

so i will start now
what would i will like to do

maybe i get this job
but
obviously i will not there forever

i need to move on

so, lets start thinking

as i said before
i dont have a dream

so lets create a new one now

lately i think about studied more
and applied for scholarship

but i dont know where to start
and i still to shy to ask around

lets make it happen

and i want a stable job too
but, still search for suitable one

がんばって (<- is that right?)