now, i have been calm down
and i think i havent done much in my life
so i was thinking
what should i do next
i realize
after long year have passed
i never have a long term plan
so i will start now
what would i will like to do
maybe i get this job
but
obviously i will not there forever
i need to move on
so, lets start thinking
as i said before
i dont have a dream
so lets create a new one now
lately i think about studied more
and applied for scholarship
but i dont know where to start
and i still to shy to ask around
lets make it happen
and i want a stable job too
but, still search for suitable one
がんばって (<- is that right?)
