I am not belong here

it was what i feel when i went to office this monday
but the show must go on
my last week

i dont send any resume yet
my resume doesnot complete yet
and i am wondering
my resume is just so so
what is so outstanding
i feel like scare again

i know what is pain
to get a job
mostly a year
doing nothing

i promise to be different this time
but
i don't see it yet

why chose that date

actually i wonder
why 27
when my other friends chose 20

now i think i know
my other friend will go to bali
her last day is also on 27

so might be that way
gogogo me

27 nopember

yaaa, last week got bad news
need to step up from this cave

my comfort zone is disappear
again

2week
i choose this myself

some other choose this week
but
i will not regret this decission

yups
lets get work

got to out there
find my another place
get another journey
make a new friend
find a new place

and always be happy

is this another bad news?

di panggil manager lagi
contract udah mau abis
what will happen to me

aku belum bisa nunjukin performa yang bagus
apa mungkin di cut
takut :(